Friday, April 29, 2011

My Miracle Baby Part III: EON'S JOURNEY: After the hospital

Eon was discharged along with his maintenance medicine as follows:

Depakene - 1 ml, 3x a day
Dilantin - 1 ml, 2x a day
Phenobarbital, 30 mg tab, once a day

I was beginning to fear what damages these medicines might do my baby's liver, or kidney, he's just 4 months old and he's already taking too much medicine, but I wouldn't dare not administering any of them because of the risks that the seizures would come back.

A few days after we were discharged, we decided to bring Eon to Davao for him to be checked by Dr. Agbisit, the Child Neurologist. We wanted her opinion about Dr. Decolongon's suspicion that Eon might have Microcephaly. We would also take him to another Child Neurologist, Dr. Acosta, for a 3rd opinion. My brother in law volunteered to drive us to Davao and we were thankful because we didn't have to take the bus.

Dr. Agbisit was not available so we went straight to Dr. Acosta. We showed her Eon's CT Scan results and she wasn't convinced that Eon has Microcephaly, but she has another suspicion. She said that due to the shape of Eon's head, it was more likely that he has a condition called "Craniosynostosis", it's a condition where there is early or premature fusion of the fontanelles which causes the head to be deformed and the brain would not have room enough to grow, which in turn would be the cause of Microcephaly.


Dr. Acosta ordered another Cranial CT-Scan, but this time it has to be with contrast, which means that a contrast agent - a dye, is going to be administered intravenously to Eon to highlight his brain including the bone structure to see if there is indeed a premature fusion of the fontanelles. This type of CT-Scan costs double than the one without the contrast. Dr. Acosta also started to taper his intake of Dilantin, reducing the dosage on a weekly basis, and in a month, Eon wouldn't have to take the drug anymore.

That same day, we went home to Gensan figuring out our next move. We decided to go back in a month for his CT-Scan because we still have to find the funds for that. I started to research on Craniosynostosis on the internet and found that a lot of Cranio-babies have been treated in the US by using a non-invasive procedure, or even with surgery. I was already trying to prepare myself just in case the Doctor is right and I was doing research on how it can be treated here in the Philippines. And how much money it would cost. I even started to make a list of the people and institutions that I would turn to for financial assistance, just in case, my list included Manny Pacqiao, relatives in the US, government agencies and non-profit organization. But I never stopped praying, and not in a single moment that I doubted God's divine intervention. With my whole heart, I believed that whatever the result of the CT-Scan would be, God would intervene.. Even if it turns out positive, I know that God will make a way for Eon to be treated and that he will turn out fine and grow like every other kid in the neighborhood.

The CT-Scan with contrast would cost Php 9500.00, plus the Anesthesiologist's fee. Eon has to be sedated so the contrast can be administered, thus the need for an Anesthesiologist. We were estimating the total cost to be at around 15,000, that is if there is no complication and we don't get confined or admitted at the hospital. For some, 15,000 is just a small amount, but for us who have been in and out of the hospital for the last three months, it was already so hard to find. My online job wasn't doing so good and my husband's sales is not doing so good either because of the summer season.

I was told that the Philippine Gaming and Amusement Corporation (PAGCOR)also gives medical financial assistance, just like the Philippine Charity Sweepstakes Office (PCSO). I didn't go to PCSO right away because it's just been a month since they gave us financial assistance for Eon's hospital stay and I knew for a fact that they don't give out financial assistance to the same person unless it's been more than 6 months. I couldn't get any information as to what the PAGCOR requirements are for medical financial assistance, I was asking around, I went to the local Barangay and I went to the City Social Welfare and Development Office (CSWDO). There, I was told to go to PCSO because they might know what the PAGCOR requirements are. I decided to go to PCSO and brought my friend, Blondee Resuena-Canizares with me to PCSO office since she knows one of the Social Workers in PCSO, her name is Karen. We told her that we wanted to seek assistance from PAGCOR and asked if they have the requirements, Karen said they don't have it and that you have to go directly to PAGCOR's main office in Manila if you are going to ask for medical financial assistance. However, Karen said that the might be able to help us get another financial assistance from PCSO. I don't know how she did it, but she gave us a set of requirements and when I submitted all the requirements a week later, I was given a Letter of Guarantee from PCSO addressed Davao Doctor's Hospital stating that they will cover 10,000 for Eon-s CT-Scan. I was in tears, I was amazed at the goodness of these people. I have never bought a lottery ticket in my entire life, I even used to think that people are just wasting money by gambling or putting stakes in the lottery, and yet, the institution that organizes these lotteries is the one who has helped us financially tremendously. I made a pact to myself to buy at least one lottery ticket per week just so I can somehow give back and it might also help the others like us who are desperately needing money for medical purposes.

A few days later, we went back to Davao. We had to take the bus because we don't have our own car and My sister was giving birth to his second child so my brother in-law is not able to drive us all the way to Davao. It was only me, my husband and Eon, we left at around 4.30 am so we would arrive in Davao before 8 am. Upon arriving in Davao, we had to go straight to the PCSO office there so the Director in Davao can endorse our Letter of Guarantee from PCSO Gensan. We arrived at Davao Doctor's Hospital at around 10 am and they scheduled the CT-Scan at 3 pm. We were told to look for a Pedia-Anesthesiologist. Luckily there was one in the medical building in the hospital compound. However, when we got to his office, it was closed and there was a note sticking to the door with a cellphone number. I called the number, and it was the Doctor's secretary, she told us that the Doctor is scheduled to go to Manila in the afternoon and might not be available to assist us. We told her that we had to travel all the way from Gensan just for this and she gave me the Doctor's number. I called the Doctor, his name is Doctor Palabyab, and he was kind enough to accommodate us. He said that he had a 7 pm flight to Manila and he can still take Eon in as a patient. We were so glad and thankful that despite our unscheduled appointment, he was still very willing to make time for Eon.

I wasn't allowed in the CT-Scan laboratory. Unlike his first CT Scan in Gensan where I was allowed inside and I was able to take pictures of Eon. I was told it won't take very long, but it has been half an hour since they took Eon inside the lab and I was getting anxious and worried. I wanted to pound on the door and ask them what's taking too long. I knew from experience that the CT-Scan itself only takes less than 10 minutes, I was worried that something might have gone wrong with Eon's sedation.

45 minutes later, the Doctor called me in and said they were done. He informed that they had to double the dosage of Propofol for Eon to be sedated because he just wouldn't sleep. As a matter of fact, he did not sleep at all, even with the high dosage (later I found out that it was the same drug that Michael Jackson used when he overdosed). I was scared, because although Eon was awake, he seemed disoriented and groggy, just a few minutes after I carried Eon in my arms, he went right to sleep. We were asked to stay at the hospital and the Doctor instructed the Resident on Duty to keep a close eye on Eon and not allow us to be discharged until he wakes up and his heart rate stabilizes. I don't know what else they were keeping an eye on but I held Eon the whole time and never took my eyes off him. I was so afraid he would stop breathing. I kept on praying for Eon to wake up soon so I would know that he is fine and so we can go home.

An hour later, Eon finally opened his eyes and we were so happy. We called the doctor and she checked his vital signs, she asked us to stay for another half an hour just to be sure that Eon is ok. At around 8 pm, we were finally allowed to go home.

We can't go back to Gensan that same night because we had to go back for the results the following day. We stayed at an old Family Friend, a dentist, Dr. Leila Tasin and her family, who have been good friends of my parents.

The following day, we went to the hospital at around 9 am and we were told that the results would be out in an hour. We went to have our breakfast first then went back to the hospital after an hour. When we asked for the results, the technician said he already submitted it, but they couldn't find it. We had to wait for another 30 minutes for them to find it and in the end, they decided to make a reprint of the film because they couldn't find it anymore. The mystery of Eon's CT-Scan results.

We took it to Dr. Acosta so she can interpret the results. I had mixed emotions, what if it were positive? Am I really that prepared? Finally, Doctor Acosta called us in and read the results. It was NEGATIVE! I wanted to cry right then and there but I couldn't, I had to keep my composure.. I couldn't explain the happiness I felt, and It was then that I decided to stop looking for the reason why Eon was having seizures. I just accepted the fact that he had a Seizure Disorder and we don't know why. The most important thing is that he does not have Microcephaly and / or Craniosynostosis. My baby is ok.. He is fine.. The doctor said that with the proper medication and maintenance, the seizures will just go away and he will outgrow it.

This happened a year ago, April of 2010. Eon did have a few seizures after that, He had one seizure on May, another one in June, and one on July 30th 2010. But that was the last time.. It has been 9 months that Eon has been seizure free. Although he's still taking his maintenance medicines, I know that in God's time, he will be free of that as well, as a matter of fact, his maintenance of Phenobarbital has been tapered from 30 mg a day to 15 mg a day, to 7.5 mg day, and he's only been taking it every other day for two weeks now and tomorrow will be his last dose, which would then just leave Depakene (Valproic Acid) his maintenance drug.

Prayers are powerful. Never underestimate the power of prayer and the power of God. My friends would tell me that I have been so strong during this ordeal, but I could never have done it without God. It was He who gave me the strength, it was He who saved Eon.. Thank you Jesus, to God be the Glory!

Friday, April 8, 2011

Picture story of Eon's Journey..

Eon at Birth December 7, 2009. For us, he is the most beautiful baby boy ever... Our gift from God..




Eon's first hospital stay, Dec. 12-22, 2009. Hated to see him being pricked..


Eon during his Electroencephalogram test (EEG), Dec. 29, 2009. Thank God the results came out normal, however, we were still baffled as to why he was having seizures and we were back at square one.


Eon during his CT Scan, March 22, 2010. The results also came out normal, thank God..




Eon's 3rd and last hospital stay, March 20-April 7, 2010.


April 14, 2010. A week after being discharged from the hospital, Eon is now a smiling, happy baby boy..



Glory be to God!!

Thursday, April 7, 2011

My Miracle Baby part II... Blessings pouring in..

April 7, 2010, Eon's 4-month birthday, marks the end of our 18 day hospital stay. It's been the most trying time of our life, and we are just so happy that at long last, we are going home. However, it wasn't that easy to get out of the hospital. We have to pay the bill. Our hospital bill came at a total of 54,000++, minus Philhealth Insurance, the total was 36,260.03 and that's what we have to pay the hospital in order to get out. We have been paying for the medicines in cash since the early days of our hospital stay and we were totally depleted. God never failed to provide us with our needs during our hospital stay. I wasn't working and my husband's meager income is barely able to make ends meet, but God showed his miracle through the people around us, Our family, our friends and the brethren in our church who always prays for us. My parents sold a parcel of land they've owned for 15 years just to help us pay for our hospital bill. A good of friend of mine, Heije Lascuña, who is a nurse in the USA bought the land and made a huge downpayment and we used that to pay our bill. Also another good friend since my childhood days, Blondee Resuena-Canizares, helped me process my paper work for financial assistance at the Philippine Charity Sweepstakes Office and they shouldered 10,000 of our hospital bill which was a really big help. A brother of my husband, who is working as a traffic controller also gave 3,000.

I will forever bear my gratefulness to all the people who helped us financially, morally and spiritually. I thank all the brethren, our Group 2 small group organization in L.B Tabo SDA church who never tire of praying for us every meeting and during church services. To my parents who have been so supportive and for taking care of my Eldest daughter, Adi during our hospital stay. My sisters with their husbands and families, our friends... To you we will forever be grateful..


My sister's family during one of their visits...

I wished I could have taken photos of all the friends and relatives who came to visit but it never crossed my mind at the time.. Nevertheless, you will always be in my heart and I will forever remember that at one point in my life, you made that difference...

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

My Miracle Baby.. continued

A year ago today, April 4, we were sitting at 310 of Mindanao Medical Center, waiting for Doctor's orders to be discharged. Eon has not had any seizures for the past 5 days and we were so happy with his improvement. He is beginning to smile again and I can remember being amazed at how fast he grew even if we were in the hospital. He did not lose weight, as a matter of fact, he even gained some..






Making sure Eon does not have fever...

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

My miracle baby...

My baby boy is turning one on December 7 and I'm just so grateful that after what he's been through, he is growing up healthy, although with a little setback on his development, the doctor said that he will be able to walk and talk and do everything a normal child would do...I remember those dark days when we were at the hospital when he was just 5 days old, until the time when he had status epilepticus at 3 months. We were in and out of the hospital during those times. Below is something that I wrote while we were at the hospital.

April 1, 2010
Mindanao Medical Center, Rm 310
General Santos City, Philippines

Our family is going the the most trying time of our life. At least I feel that I am. My son's been in this hospital since March 20 and it's been 12 days, the longest I've ever been inside a hospital. His seizures started when he was just 2-3 days old. I can't remember exactly because at the time, I was still in denial that something is wrong with my baby. Leon Andrei is the first boy to be born on my side of the family in 34 years. My parents bore 3 girls, with me as the youngest. Our eldest sister bore a girl, our second sister bore girl twins and my eldest is also a girl, so imagine the happiness that the whole family felt when we all found out that my second child is a boy! We were all anticipating. But having a baby boy in the family came with price. I brought him to the doctor 4 days after he was born and told the doctor about his seizure-like tendencies. The doctor was alarmed (although he didn't really show it to us) and ordered a series of lab tests. He suspected an infection passed on to the baby while I was still carrying him in my womb. I did have Urinary tract infection (UTI) diagnosed during my last trimester, but the infection could have been there way before that, it's just that I only had urine tests done on my 7th month. I should have done the test earlier so it should have been treated a lot sooner. Another factor that the doctor considered is my prolonged labor, my bag of water has leaked for about 13 hours before the baby finally came out.I gave birth at a small cooperative hospital due to lack of funds and they don't have a receiving pediatrician that will assess the baby as soon as it comes out. Then & there, the baby should have been given antibiotics to prevent complications.
5 days after giving birth, my baby was already admitted at the hospital. It was December 12, 2009. The cranial ultrasound report should that my baby had cerebral edema, meaning the brain was swollen due to the infection, or so the doctor says. Below is a photo of Eon's first hospital stay. I hated to see him being pricked by nurses. And the sad thing is, Everytime they inject his antibiotic, Forgram (Ceftriaxone) in his IV line, his IV site would get swollen, in the 10 days that we stayed in the hospital, he was pricked 9 times..



We stayed in the hospital for 10 days, but we were happy because we were discharged 3 days before Christmas, along with maintenance meds to prevent seizures from coming, and we were able to celebrate Christmas with our baby boy at home. Our eldest, who was only 13 months at that time, was ecstatic to see us come home, she was jumping up and down around the baby's crib and kept on shouting "baby!" "baby!", her very first audible word, we were surprised that she could say "baby" when she couldn't even utter "mama", or even "dada".

Adi loves her baby brother so much and we were amazed at her maturity, she seemed to understand that her baby brother was so fragile and she keeps watching over him especially when he's asleep.





A few days after we were home, the seizures came back, even if he's already taking Phenobarbital (his maintenance medication). We went to see our doctor and he ordered EEG (Electroencephalogram) to see brain activity and to find out whether he has epilepsy. We decided to go to Davao, a 4-hour drive from our city and to have a Child Neurologist take a look at Eon. We live in a small city and there are no practicing Child Neurologist around, even the EEG machine in the local hospital was not working. The EEG came out normal, relieved as we were, we were still baffled why he was having seizures when the doctor says that the edema is gone and that the EEG is normal. We were back at square one.
This is Eon during his EEG test. I was feeding him so he would go to sleep but he just wouldn't, so he was awake the whole time his EEG was taken.


Dr. Gilda Fernandez-Agbisit, is the Child Neurologist recommended by our Pediatrician, Dr. Babar, wasn't convinced that Eon had cerebral edema. She wanted me to come back after a week with the ultrasound result and hospital records during his confinement. She also ordered additional lab tests. We went back to Gensan that night, along the way Eon had another bout of seizure.

The following day, December 30, Eon had 4 seizure attacks and it was still before noontime. I called Dr. Agbisit and she advised to have him hospitalized. I prayed, long and hard. The whole family prayed, we can't afford to go to the hospital just a week after being discharged, aside from the fact that we don't want to spend New Year at the hospital. At noon, Eon slept and miraculously, the seizures stopped coming. We thanked God for his divine intervention and we decided not to go to the hospital against doctor's orders. He had occasional mild seizures for about two weeks after that and it stopped coming altogether. He was taking Phenobarbital every 12 hours. For two months straight. Eon was seizure free and we were very thankful. Although we are still financially crippled (I stopped working since I gave birth), we were able to get by with my husband's meager income and with my part-time online work as researcher and data encoder.

CHAPTER II

We had regular weekly visits to our local Pediatrician, Dr. Norman Babar and he was closely monitoring Eon's development. He was also glad to know that Eon is not having seizures anymore and advised that he can stop taking Phenobarbital by February 15. Around the first week of February, we ran out of his pills and I decided not to buy anymore because February 15 was just around the corner (My first big mistake). On March 1, the seizures came again. Eon was hospitalized in order to give him Phenobarbital intravenously. The whole time we were at the hospital, Eon did not have a single seizure attack. We only stayed in the hospital for 2 days and we were discharged.

March 18, 2010. Eon started having seizure spells again. He started having 3 seizures a day. I did not take him to the hospital right away, first because I thought it would just go away the following day, and second, we really had no money anymore. I called our Dr. Babar and he advised to put Eon on Hep-lock. it's a small tube connected to the vein so he can be given medicine intravenously without having an IV line. That way, Eon can be treated as an out-patient. I also called the our Pedia-Neurologist, Dr. Agbisit, and she strongly advised to have Eon admitted instead of just putting a hep-lock on. This is where my second big mistake came in, I decided to have Eon treated as an out-patient and decided on the hep-lock. The following day, the seizures kept coming even if he was just injected with his medicine. He had 10 seizures in just 4 hours and that was when we decided to take him to the hospital.

They had to put oxygen and the doctor ordered that no milk should be given because of the danger that Eon might choke during one of his spells.




The dosage for his medicine was increased yet it did not help in controlling his seizure attacks. The seizures continued to come, and we were asked to record the time and the duration of the seizures. The seizures would come at 15-20 minute intervals lasting for 2 minutes. In just 16 hours, Eon has had 30 seizures already. The Pediatrician, Dr Babar, ordered that Eon be given Dilantin (Phenytoin) in addition to his Phenobarbital so the seizures can be controlled, since our Child Neurologist lives in Davao, we had to ask for a local Adult Neurologist (the only one in our city), Dr. Decolongon to work on Eon. A CT-Scan was ordered to see if he has any brain tumours which might be causing the seizures. We took him to another hospital to have his Cranial CT-Scan, it was the longest ride of my life.. I was so afraid of what the results might be, what if it were positive? Would I be able to deal with it? They put Eon on Valium so he is fully sedated during his CT scan and so he wouldn't have any seizure attacks. I was already worried with the amount of medicines they're injecting inside his tiny body and what kind of side effects it would bring..
Thankfully, I was allowed inside the CT-Scan room and I took this picture while waiting for the technician and when the nurse wasn't looking

We waited for the results for 12 hours, and the whole family was praying the whole time. The night before, Pastor Sagabay with his wife came and annointed Eon with God's Blessings, there, The Pastor made us understand that it is all in God's hands and that whatever happens, Eon will be safe and secure. That same night, I prayed so hard asking God to spare Eon from any more pain and suffering, and I claimed God's promise in Matthew 7:7 that says, "Ask and it shall be given..." I asked God to give me Eon, fully, and wholly, and not as a vegetable. I asked God that if Eon were to survive this phase of his life, He would allow Eon to live his life fully, able to walk, and talk, and not allow Eon to become a vegetable after all this, I told God that I would accept it if he would rather take my baby than allow him to live a life of suffering. That night, I surrendered everything to God.

During Eon's Annoinment



Finally, the results came in, The Neurologist, Dr. Decolongon, explained that there were no signs of a brain tumour and we were so relieved. However, he also suspected Microcephaly,and we were not surprised as that was also Dr. Agbisit's suspicion when we first brought Eon to her, Microcephaly is a condition where the brain is small and fails to grow at a normal rate. But they also said that its too early to tell and reiterated that it is just a suspicion. Again we were crushed, but I was already beginning to absorb that Eon might have Microcephaly and I was already thinking of ways on how to help him as he grows. I tried to accept the fact that Eon might not be able to live a life like other kids. But then I remembered God's promise, and I remembered that I asked God to give me my Eon in whole, normal and healthy and suddenly I felt light hearted. Deep inside my heart I felt that they are mistaken. I made a mental note to have a second opinion as soon as we get out of this hospital.

The seizures continued to come and there is no improvement with Eon's condition. It was then that I mustered the courage to ask Dr. Decolongon to please contact the Child Neurologist, Dr. Agbisit in Davao and ask for her opinion. We were told to ready ourselves just in case the advise would be to transfer Eon to Davao via Ambulance, and we were ok with it, we were even considering to fly Eon to Manila no matter what the costs would be. Luckily, Dr. Agbisit advised to have Eon on Depacon, (Sodium Valproate) a seizure medication just recently approved by the Bureau of Foods and Drugs to be administered in the Philippines. The medicine was not available in the hospital where we were staying and we had to look for it in other hospitals in the city, fortunately, there were some available in another hospital and we started on the medication. 2 days later, there were signs of improvement, the seizures came less frequently and now, 5 days later the seizures stopped altogether.

It is now April 1 (Good Thursday) and we just got news that if Eon does not have any seizures within the next 24 hours, we would be discharged. I feel elated, I'm sitting here now in the hospital room and decided to write since Eon is fast asleep and my husband is sleeping beside him. A few moments ago our Ninang (Godmother), Mrs. Aspe came in and offered a prayer for Eon and for the whole family. I am so thankful, and she even left some cash to help us with our expenses. Hopefully, we would be able to get out before the week ends. But since it is a Holiday today until tomorrow we might not be able to be discharged until Monday.